i found a cute girl in my class.. but i'd never had a chance to know her since she always sat next to another girl. but at last i got a chance to know her. she is kinda lazy, just like me. we were both cheating in class during our exam.. well actually the whole class did it, but she is my partner in crime.. ^___^' Normally, i don't like to cheat during my test. i guess i took my pride too high. i prefer to have bad marks by myself rather than good marks by cheating. Plus a lazy attitude, that's explain why my academic marks were low. ^___^' but when i took my exam, i sat beside her, and we cheat together. After the exam is over, I was trying to get closer to her.. got her phone number, chat with her, went home by bus so that i could be with her even though just for a moment (usually i used my motorcycle) but when everything seemed right, and i was going to ask her out, she told me that she had a boyfriend. well, looks like that all cute girl had a boyfriend already. It's not fair.. !! =p i'm not sure whether i'm going to keep tryin or not.. i hate to fight for getting her, because i feel so low, trying to get someone else girlfriend. I've asked my friends, whether it's right or wrong to fight for her. Some said that i should go for it, while some said to cut it off. arrghh what should i do ? She's been kind to me, but I think i have to consider that just as a friend. I couldn't be closer to her, i'm scared that i will hurt her feeling, mine, and also his boyfriend. i wish i could just find someone else who doesn't have anyone.. what do u think i should do ?

i will try my best to win. enough loosing. do everything it takes to make it.. GWA HA HA HA HA.. (gee.. sounds like evil.. ^^' )

at last things started gettting better.. finally take my step.. continue with my life.. not all things be like what i wanted to be, but, at least it's getting better.. hope things will improve as i wish it.. ^^ i'm going to fight for it.. to make all my dreams come true.. well.. there is only one way to get it.. ora et labora..

today i got myself fined by a policeman.. i was riding my motorcycle, looking for a building.. i found it already, but then i passed it.. when i was trying to find a way back, i took wrong way.. it was sorta highway (jalan tol), only four wheel vehicle may pass .. i didn't notice it, i have never been there before, so i guessed, well, why didn't i try this road.. but suddenly someone there told me that it's forbidden for me to pass.. i stopped my motorcycle, trying to go back.. (it was one way).. while i was trying to go back, a policeman with his bike was approaching.. he told me that it was forbidden.. and i got fined.. -__-' next time should be careful.. i'll take little road instead..

At last i met my old pal.. hehehhehehe.. virtually though.. he was my highschool mate.. we used to cycling to school togetherr.. hehehhee.. hmm it's been 6 years i've not chat with him.. actually he's one of my idol.. hohoho.. ^^ strange huh.. he has an integrity.. u know, like differ right or wrong thing, has strong belief, and always polite to everybody.. ^^ uuhhhhh... great man he is.. ^^ wish to meet u soon, pal.. ^^